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2nd April 2008

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In my extended absence, at some point, it seems Silvermoon has lost some of the insanity and gained some intrigue. I shouldn't say I approve, but I do.
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27th March 2008

Lady Liadrin came to Shattrath, and she ordered me to snap out of my amnesia. I am very good at following orders.

I remembered it all. I broke down again, in tears, but she consoled me. Reminded me of that old adage about war turning brother against brother(or sister against sister as it were). She is right; my tragedy is hardly unique, and now the war is becoming all the fiercer. Now, more than ever, I have to be strong.

She also warned me not to be so inflexible, or risk snapping again. She is so very wise.

The Matriarch, the First Blood Knight, needs me. I am in a unique position thanks to my work for the Scryers. I am the best qualified person to act as a liaison between the Blood Knights and the various factions of Shattrath, and I truly feel that is where I belong. I believe the Scryers will support my decision in this.

I'm definitely going to need to have dinner with Sid now. I wonder if he's just being friendly, or if... I'm sure it's for the best if it's just a friendly meal.

First things first, though: I'm going back to Silvermoon.
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24th March 2008

A letter

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21st March 2008

SCUMSCUMSCUMSCUMSCUMSCUMSCUMSCUMSCUMSCUMSCUMSCUMSCUMSCUMSCUMSCUMSCUMSCUMSCUMSCUM

THAT'S WHAT I AM, MURDERING TERRIBLE SCUM. RIG. RIG. WHY DID YOU HAVE TO DO THAT?



I DIDN'T WANT TO HURT YOU. YOU TRIED TO KILL ME. SAID I WAS SCUM, A TRAITOR. NOW IT'S TRUE. I AM A TRAITOR TO YOU. I AM A TRAITOR TO OUR FAMILY. I AM A TRAITOR TO THE CONCEPT OF BIG SISTERS.

STUPID GIRL. WHY DID YOU PICK A FIGHT RIGHT AT THE EDGE OF THE TIER? YOU COULD HAVE FALLEN. ALMOST DID, BUT THEN YOU




my blade. why didn't i turn away my blade and catch you as you swung back to me? it would have been the perfect big sister moment but i turned it into the worst act imaginable. me. me. the scum. traitorous scum.


I want to forget. I want to go away, out of sight. To hide and pray and sleep and let the pain fade or consume me.
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2nd February 2008

Bizarre Interviews

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((Although these questions are all OOC and don't really happen, for the sake of having a context this questionnaire can be considered a standardised psych profile constructed by the Sunfury Legion to determine the mental state of those in their ranks. The use of this has extended to groups such as the Reckoning and it is still in use by the Scryers even after severing their ties. The questions are designed to check for emotional responses, thus some are odd and/or inexplicable.

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22nd January 2008

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A tauren girl, and I say girl because she's clearly not fully matured yet, found me in the Shattrath infirmary this morning. Apparently she is a member of the Zephyr Crew, and they will be going to investigate the manaforge tonight, meeting in Area 52 at half past the hour of seven. This includes the girl herself, the girl who is excitable, cheerful and full of humour. Running off to die for the sake of my own inadequacies.

I tried to convince her to call it off, or at least not go herself, but she remained stubborn on both counts. At the least, I convinced her to try to get any other help she could, though I doubt she'd find much of any worth. Drunken Kodo patrons? A bunch of washed-up pirates and booze-addled thugs don't inspire much faith in me.

It seems I'll need to send out some letters myself. Light have mercy. Why am I too weak to just do this all myself?
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13th January 2008

What The Fuck.

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My sister is a dirty fucking traitor gods I hate her why does she have to do this shit to me just when I'm just getting all my shit together here and trying to be a FUCKING RESPECTABLE MEMBER OF SOCIETY!

Nether, I probably will kill her myself if I see her, even if it's not in Quel'thalas.
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12th January 2008

Paint!

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A friendly troll, new in town like me, gave me a set of watercolours. It was very sweet of him, and, as agreed, I'm going to paint his friend, or at least something as close as I can approximate, having never seen the woman and not being terrifically familiar with orcish physiology.

Technically I said it'd be the first thing I paint, but I'm going to do a few practice studies first to get back into things. Not to mention, I have little practice with watercolour at all. I paint in oils, it's why I do expensive portraiture that nobles pay more than what a good war hawkstrider is worth. I don't paint soft, vague impressions of uninteresting landscapes. This will take some time to get used to.

Also? Stupid, stupid surnames people use now. I'll be a Dirienaer until the day I wed.
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11th January 2008

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I'm sending good people to their deaths in order to look for information, which may not even exist or may be somewhere else, to rescue a madwoman, assuming she's alive, so that she doesn't create some sort of doomsday device that could do anything up to and including completely disintegrate Shattrath and warp space around it so that nothing will ever exist on that spot again.

To make matters worse, I'm too weak from inactivity and injury recovery to participate, so this could all go to the Nether before it even really starts.
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8th January 2008

Some time ago I was tasked with reacquiring an asset for Patha a very senior member of the King's army. This asset was a person named Inourhe Sunshard, and to find her I spent time in the company of her closest confidante, Miss Searshield.

Silghtly over a month ago, I was finally able to acquire the asset and send her to my master. Unfortunately, Searshield was able to discover this and my intentions during our original meeting, and contrived to abduct me to discover the whereabouts of her friend. Her plans went somewhat awry when miss Sunnistrix Blacksun was caught in her trap as well and she was forced to take both of us for that time. To my great shame, and probable death sentence, Aerei was able to discover the location the asset was sent, upon which she returned us to civilisation and the tender medical care of the Undercity.

Should this information have been passed on, I will no doubt be removed for my failure, and the great work in the Promised Land will be set back by months. It is imperative that her crime be punished.

-Aurphios Daybreak.

*the letter is then dated and signed by Shaali Sin'dath, undersigned by Rilien Sunlance*
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